complication syndrome

tagged. it actually feels nice to be tagged, it shows that someone actually knows that im alive.

1 ) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf
no, i don't allow myself.

2 ) Describe urself in one word.
paradox.

3 ) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
is this a Titanic situation? than it is the one i love it is.

4 ) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
no. because i haven't loved enough to get sufficiently insane.

5 ) Does it feel good to love?
i dunno.

6 ) God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special what will you say to that person?
"its not your fault, really"

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you??
nothing.

8 ) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
no.

9 ) What' your opinion about someone who's jealous?
who cares?

10 ) What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
its their life, so i have nothing to say... but I'd keep my distance with STDs.

[[ * PART 2 * ]]

1 ) Best place to cry?
inside myself. i never show.

2 ) Who do you love the most?
myself. i love myself.

3 ) Tell us your dream last night.
there were bunch of old friends...

4) Ever hated someone so bad?
never.

5 ) The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
its the truth that hurts. lies are for soft-hearted ppl

The last person
-you had a beer with?
myself

-talked on the cell phone with?
Yuya

-u hugged?
haha.

-u yelled at?
i never yell.

In the last week have you

~Kissed someone?
fun-ny

~Danced crazy?
no

Think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry?
my mother was winding me up while i was driving. i was just about to crash into a wall just to stop her yelling or my ears to stop functioning.

If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
i'd say fuck you, im happy with all my flaws.

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
mars. think you can pay for it?

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
I wouldn't have to.

Are you old fashioned?
oh hell-yeah.

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
its easy to reject someone. for the former, i never did try.

What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
life?

5 Facts About Me:

you see im a ninja according to dexter's research so i can't disclose anything. sorry.

5 things that scare me

nothing scares me. oh wait, my mother's threats.

7 Songs Playing in My Head Lately

i rarely get songs played in my head. i play WITH my head.

5 Things I treasure in My Life

to treasure something is to fear losing them, so no i don't treasure anything.

7 "First Time" in My Life

did backflip.

7 Words/Things I Always Use/Say

... (silence.)
....yeah. (resign)
no
yes

i use headbands at home.
i use those long pillows when i sleep
i use "HARD" toothbrushes.

I tag:

everyone. take a pick between the music one or this one.

....erm, wait, except Dexter. you can do this too right? no problem, yes?