self-reflection

because im special, i was asked to fill out a feedback form for my university.

it was for the feedback for some group discussion nonsense, (which is very important for our learning system configuration) so that the profs know what we make of the aforementioned nonsense.

so it said;

In your own words, what is self-reflection to you?

it is a daily routine to press onto our own painful parts, to remind us how badly we do things compared to what we aspire to be.

its depressing to self-reflect. i bet old people never self-reflect since they'll see how ugly they are. but we do it anyway. it is good for us to stay modest.


actually i wanted to write something like;

it is looking into the abyss, which is the chaos of my mind. the abyss looks back, and it would not take long before i realize i am slitting my wrist and my BLOOD IS BLACK as the ABYSS i am in.

to spite the profs.

but i was too pussy to do that, and i am not exactly Jason-chow-y so i settled for the first one.

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tagged by Pia. who still remembers me.
Rule #1:
If you open this you take it.

Rule #2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.

Rule #3:
Tag 17 people. (whatever.)

Answer True or False.

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? f
Q: Been arrested? f
Q: Do you like someone? f
Q: Held a snake? t
Q: Been suspended from school? t
Q: Sang karaoke? t
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? f
Q: Laughed until you started crying? f
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? t
Q: Kissed in the rain? f
Q: Sang in the shower? ttt
Q: Sat on a roof top? t
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? T
Q: Broken a bone? t
Q: Shaved your head? F
Q: Played a prank on someone? t
Q: Shot a gun? t
Q: Donated Blood? t


Just be 100% truthful.

LAST PERSON THAT.

1. You hung out with? 2 Singaporian ladys, in Pavilion. both very pretty!
2. You texted? hmmm Dex
3. You were in a car with? same with q1
4. Went to the movies with? dunno.
5. Person you went to shop with? same with q1 but i'd say Mom
6. You talked on the phone? JAL lady
7. Made you laugh? i make people laugh but i never laugh myself
8. You hugged? hmm

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon? both.
2. Winter or Fall? both.
3. Left or Right? straight.
4. Sunny or rainy? Sunny rain.
5. Where do you live? 5mins walk from KLCC
6. Club or pub? neither.
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? no...
8. Do you want to get married? i guess so
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirltwirltwirl
10. What time is it? 304
11. Are you afraid of commitment? No.
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? that the one will be happy
13. Do you cook? occasionally.
14. Current mood? happy.

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone? nope
2. Sang? a small gig in my uni.
3. Listened to music? "butterfly" by Mraz in my car
4. Danced? no
5. Cried? no.
6. Liked someone you can't? haha. no

22 FIRSTS

1.Who was your first prom date? Pia lol
2. Who was your first roommate? don't have!
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? Sake
5. What was your first car? dont have
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? not yet
8. Who was your first grade teacher? .......um...
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? im not sure... Hawaii?
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? saya budak baik.
11. Who was your first Best Friend? Jiro.
12. Who is your best friend? Jiro. not here anymore though.
14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? nobody.
15. Whose wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsman? I've never been a bridesmaid before.
16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? make sure this isn't a dream.
19. First tattoo or piercing? one on my left. when i was 9.
20. First celebrity crush? i know that celebs don't really exist.
22. First crush? dunno?


my father is back from J-land. might go movie with him...