i think sadness is perpetually hiding behind happiness.
whenever i feel even remotely happy, i can already feel the sadness around the corner of my life.
everything has its end.
but i doubt sadness has its end.
when you have something you so dearly wanted, you'd still have to let go at some time of your life. when that happens, all the happiness that thing gave you will suddenly culminate into a bundle of sadness that cuts everything off and gives it a strong and final full-stop.
life is a continuous cycle of obtaining something, just to give it away. time can take away almost anything, including your love, dignity, knowledge, life.
i am just afraid.
i am so afraid, that i am afraid of feeling.
so hence i stop feeling.
everything is a process, and life can be passed by without feeling a thing.
can it be done? who knows.
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I have the same feelings too...
Everytime I am overjoyed, I know I'll be sad soon. Hence I try to not be too happy or too sad, just be moderate in everything I do...
I believe that people can live without feeling a thing..I really do...
GOSH.
Emotions are what make you HUMAN, Tatsuki.
You can't just stop feeling.
It's like, robotising yourself.
You need love. That's all. Sad or happy.
wut's d point of living when u won't feel a thing?
u're just going through the motion, living a boring, monotonous life.. just like watching tv with the sounds muted. (no subtitles or deaf stops whatsoever lol.)
ppl tend to hold back,
because giving is difficult,
what more giving ur feelings.
bt i'd rather give than be an old tv at the repairman's shop. =D
life.
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